The title is my weird attempt to switch up one of John Taylor’s frequent phrases in his autobiography. If you have read the book, you know that he wrote the phrase, “Music never sounded better,” a lot. I twisted around for the title of this blog. Needless to say, I’m not feeling particularly clever or witty right now. No, I’m feeling pretty desperate for the weekend. The third week of school is always busy, overwhelming, stressful, or whatever appropriate adjective could fit there. The ten to twelve hour days are sucking the life out of me, which is why the lame title.
Instead of thinking about the upsetting world events (or American politics–same difference) or the mountain of grading I have, I want to think back to this time in 2012. Five years ago this month, John Taylor’s autobiography was released and he was traveling around the UK and later the US to do various book talks and signings. I have fond memories of that time period. First, I was so super excited to read the book that I downloaded it from Amazon UK because I couldn’t wait for the US release. I even ordered a British copy as well as buying for American copies as well. Once downloaded, I cleared my schedule, laid on my couch and read until my battery ran out. I think I read the book in like a day, which is not my style at all. I’m usually too impatient to continue to read that much despite my love of reading.
Then, in October of 2012, I attended one of those book signings and talks in Chicago even though I had no business attending. In October of 2012, I was working about 80 hours a week. I was teaching full time and I was campaigning full time, too. My level of exhaustion was so strong that I barely made it to election day without literally collapsing. Yet, I couldn’t miss this chance to see John read his book in person or to have him sign my copy (and one for Rhonda!). Thus, I drove down to Chicago, about 2.5 hours, attended the event and drove back, knowing that I had to be at work the next day.
Like reading the book, I have distinct memories of that event. For example, I remember being in line, chatting with friends and fielding constant campaign calls. I wanted to just focus on John Taylor that night but couldn’t. Honestly, I feel like that is the story of my life. When I’m at work, I sometimes want to focus on fandom and what’s the latest tweet or post from the band. Sometimes, I’m able to squeeze in a glance or two. Likewise, when I’m at home or campaigning, other aspects of my life demand my attention. It is rare that I just focus on one role I have in life. I feel like I have to multi-task all the time. I not really a fan of that.
What is interesting, though, is that when I think about reading John’s book, I don’t remember being districted or interrupting (other than the battery drain). No, I was able to be laser focused and I liked that. Of course, the book had a fascinating focus that led to a little book club on here as I reread and led discussion on it.
Anyway, I wouldn’t mind another book by John Taylor or about John Taylor to totally distract me from real life. I think I could use it and it would give me an excuse to just say, “to hell with,” my grading or my household tasks or whatever else I need to do.