Yesterday’s winner: Night Boat
In which video does John look better: Friends of Mine or My Own Way?
Yesterday’s winner: Night Boat
In which video does John look better: Friends of Mine or My Own Way?
I woke up worrying about the blog today. I don’t even know why. I think this might be a sign or symptom of the amount of stress I’m carrying around these days. Moving is hard. I keep telling my husband that it would be far more motivating if I knew where we were going, like maybe if we’d already bought a house or actually knew what city we were going to end up in. Right now, all I’ve got is a short list of houses I really like in a very wide area going from Camarillo to the south (of Santa Barbara) alllllll the way up to Atascadero and South Paso Robles to the north. (yes, those places are far from Santa Barbara. It’s a long story. Just go with it for now.) Meanwhile, there’s still this “Boston” possibility hanging in the air. Walt is going out there in a couple of weeks, and at the moment it’s possible that I’ll go along with him. That could change though because the timing is, of course, really bad with family graduations, birthdays, and moves home from college. I find myself asking (very loudly) when am I ever going to find the time to go house hunting anywhere. Thank goodness for Zillow.
No one really answers back. That’s probably best given that most of the time I’m alone while asking.
My last day at work is next Thursday. It’s the little one’s last week at school for summer. I still don’t know where she’ll go to school after what I think might be the shortest summer of my life…and then this morning I woke up worrying about the blog.
The blog is fine. It really is. I’ve felt as though I’ve neglected it a bit lately, right along with my writing. I don’t know when I’m going to find time to actually write this summer. It’s a small price to pay, I suppose, but writing keeps me sane. Blogging will at least continue, book writing may not for a bit. I am worrying for no reason about things I can’t even deal with right now.
I had big Daily Duranie plans for the summer, including a convention that I’m going to have to push out until I’m moved (I can’t plan a convention when I don’t even know where I’m going to be traveling from to get there. Bad timing – so once I know when and where I’m going, I can figure out the rest. I’m disappointed, but I just can’t do it all), and a visit with Amanda. I need to hang out with my best friend. I miss her. One way or another that has to happen. Then there’s a girls trip with Amanda and our other two friends. We need a getaway. I’m still trying to figure out how I can squeeze that in, because we are way overdue for a catch-up. I’m hoping the answers will reveal themselves soon. I don’t do very well without some basic plan, and I’ve been flying by the seat of my pants now since December. I hate it.
Amanda and I did chat on the phone last week. That might not seem like a big deal to you, but I think I can count on one hand the amount of times we’ve done so since January. Times have indeed been tough. I welcomed her phone call though, and it was good to hear her voice. She gave me a little shred of hope that life WILL return to some sort of normalcy, because she asked me one question that snapped me back into my typical, Duranie-self.
“Got any plans for summer of 2020?”
Wow. I can’t even plan for next month, right now. It is a very strange feeling, after living in the same place for twenty years, to know that in 2020, I have no idea where I’ll be living. Where will I be when Amanda and I are planning and plotting? Forget all of that, where is my family going to spend Christmas this year? It is SO weird to know it’s probably not going to be in this house. (For that matter, we just got rid of our 9-ft tall artificial Christmas tree, so….) So no, Amanda, I don’t have plans for 2020. I’m sure I’m about to make some, though!
She went on to tell me about the Katy Kafe with John Taylor and how he gave a full laundry list of ideas they had for celebrating their 40th and so on. I hadn’t even had time to listen to the Kafe at that point last week, so I welcomed her explanation of how it all went down. John talked about having some sort of show in Birmingham, and that was as far as she got before I stopped her. “We are going!”
Sure, John might have lofty ideas. Chances are, nothing he wants to do will actually come to full fruition. That isn’t really the point though, at least not for me. I need something. I need something to give me some motivation to get through what I think has to be one of the most stressful life events: moving.
The weekend before last, Walt and I took every single box down out of our attic. Turns out that he wasn’t lying when he said I was a packrat. Somehow, I’d saved nearly every single thing my kids touched as babies (and what’s weird is that I know I’ve given away a ton of stuff to charity over the years!). I went through box after box, blinking back tears on occasion. It was awful. I’m beginning to come to the realization that not only are we moving, but we’re closing a chapter on the childhoods of my two oldest kids. I am not a fan. I’m overly emotional at times, downright sentimental at others, and suffering from hot flashes at the same time. God, I love middle age.
So for me, even the possibility of going to London, Birmingham or pretty much anywhere during the summer of 2020 is incentive for me to get my act together, get this house moved and my family settled. I have two years to make it all happen. I want to see friends, I want to go back to places I enjoy. I want to actually live. Right now, I feel like I’m just closing up shop to move on. I’m looking forward to getting past it.
Yes, I know how quickly other fans want to pee in my bowl of cornflakes (I hate cold cereal anyway), but you know – it’s OK to let fans just have some hope. Why not? Is it really hurting anyone? The same goes with the band recording a new album – does it really hurt anyone to have hope that they’ll record again? I mean, as a fan, why wouldn’t you want to believe that they’re not completely finished? It’s the one thing I’ve never really understood about people. Hope is a powerful motivator, and you know – I need it. So I’m tucking it into my pocket, and grabbing another box to fill.
Yesterday’s winner: Careless Memories
In which video does JOHN look better: Girls on Film or Night Boat?
On this date in 1983, Duran Duran’s “Girls on Film” was featured on a radio album called “Rolling Stones Continuous History of Rock & Roll”. It was show #85, and it was released by ABC Rock Radio Network on this date. It was meant to be aired on the various stations within the ABC network, and if you look hard enough for it online – you’ll find copies floating around.
The show itself was entitled “The British Rockers”, which seems appropriate, and was an hour-long program. It featured songs from the 1960’s up to 1982. The album was used for license broadcast in the USA on this date, and was even issued with cue cards for presenters. So, if you listened to the broadcast in Los Angeles, for example, your local radio host would be presenting the broadcast in the same format with the same script as the host in New York.
“Girls on Film” was included on this album, and as fans will remember, it did not chart during its initial release. Rolling Stones Continuous History of Rock & Roll: 85, having been released in 1983, took place just as the song, and the band itself, became wildly popular here in the states.
Yesterday’s winner: Pressure Off
In which video does JOHN look better: Planet Earth or Careless Memories?
This morning, Duran Duran asked what one song energizes and gets fans going. I stopped and thought a bit. I think this question might have been far too difficult for a Monday morning, at least for me.
Possibilities abound. I think first to the live shows. Should I choose “[Reach up for the] Sunrise”, because at every show when it’s played I feel as though I’ve caught a second wind? What about “Careless Memories”? Although they’ve neglected it lately, when that song starts, it feels like a train – you either get on board with it or get run over. I love it! How about “All You Need is Now”? I adore that song, but does it really energize me or just send me back in time? “Pressure Off” is pretty darn good too – I mean, that tune just keeps me in the moment, and sometimes, that is exactly what I need. Then of course there’s “Rio”. How can I not dance to that? It reminds me of sun, sand, and everything I love about the beach and summer. I can’t forget “Hungry Like the Wolf”. When I’m in that audience and I hear the first chords, I know what is going to happen next. John and Dom are going to come front and center, and I’m going to dance (and sing) whether I like it or not. Does it make me move? Um, yeah it does!
I also think about here at home. What do I put on when I’m cleaning, or more likely these days, packing? “Is there Something I Should Know” gets my happy feet moving. It is my favorite song for a reason. “Late Bar” is another, although I tend to sing that one at the top of my lungs, which is not necessarily quite as welcomed by my family as one might think! I’ll even put on “Big Thing”, or “Red Carpet Massacre” from time to time, just to get myself up and going. I am not an energizer bunny – I need something!
Then there is the car. I leave for work just before 7 am, and I don’t know about the rest of you out there, but I’d love my job a lot more if it started at like, 10 am! I’m up by no later than 5:30, and although I’m awake for my drive, sometimes I need more than just my trusty travel mug of coffee to get me in good spirits for the day. No, I’m not talking about adding vodka to it!! (although there are days…and then there are DAYS…) I’ll start to see my youngest nearly curling up in a fetal position for the drive, and I know I’d better get some tunes on the stereo.
When I think about it, there is at least one song on every single album that is my go-to shot for energizing. “Friends of Mine”, “Rio”, “New Moon on Monday”, “Notorious”, “Big Thing”, “Violence of Summer”, “All Along the Water”, “Too Much Information”, “White Lines”, “Big Bang Generation”, “Electric Barbarella”, “Last Day on Earth”, “Sunrise”, “Red Carpet Massacre”, “All You Need is Now”, “Other Peoples Lives”, “Pressure Off”, “Last Night in the City” and yes, even “Danceophobia” (we all have our weak moments!!)—it is a playlist to wake me up, keep me going, and make me smile, even during the times when I’d rather just curl up somewhere and cry.
I guess the real question is what I listen to first, and given that the playlist I just compiled won’t quite fit into a tweet, I must choose one. So for today, I’ve got to go with “Pressure Off”. When I think back on the past few years – it is the song I listen to most often, and it works exactly as I think Simon and the band intended. It reminds me to breathe. I’ve needed that a lot lately, along with something to energize me! I’m off to do more packing, and just GUESS what song I’m putting on first!?
Yesterday’s winner: Girl Panic
In which video does Nick look better: Pressure Off or Last Night in the City?
This week, Nine Inch Nails announced a fall tour along with a different way to buy tickets. Variety.com covered the ticket purchasing method in this way:
“The group is taking an unusual new/old approach to keep tickets out of the hands of resellers: They will be selling all seats to the tour in person at presale events called “The Physical World,” which will take place May 19 at each venue’s box office, with the exception of Red Rocks for which the presale will take place on May 20 at the Denver Coliseum Box Office.
“All seats (including the best seats) will be available for purchase in person only, first come, first served,” the announcement reads. “Fans can purchase up to four tickets per show. Visit nin.com/tickets2018 for a complete list of box office locations and further information. Limited quantities of tickets may be released via additional ticketing channels, subject to availability, at a later date to be announced. Ticket inventory available via phone and online channels will include ADA tickets.”
I can definitely appreciate the desire to keep tickets out of the hands of resellers. After all, many of those resellers are not necessarily fans but people who bought the tickets when they went on sale just to make a profit. This means that resale tickets are often more expensive than they were to begin with. No one wants concert tickets to be more than they already are. Ticket prices have skyrocketed, in my opinion. In fact, sometimes, they are so expensive that people simply cannot go and that makes me sad. Live music is one of the greatest things in life and I am sad if people cannot experience it at all. So, the intention of this ticket buying process is a good one.
Besides the intention, I also had to smile at the idea of fans being in line to buy tickets. It reminds me of how Record Store Day was in which fans lined up outside of record stores to buy their favorite new vinyl. Fans could chat while they waited, get to know each other, increase excitement over their upcoming purchases and more. Of course, I had the same feeling when I was a kid and we waited outside Ticketmaster outlets to buy tickets. Probably my favorite memory of that was senior year of high school. The plan was that my two best friends and I would stay at my place overnight and leave early in the morning to drive to the nearest mall (about a half hour away) to wait in line for tickets. My friends and I cheated a little bit in that we left at like 3:30 in the morning instead of waiting until 6. My mom didn’t realize how early it was when I told her that we were leaving. On the way, we stopped for donuts and coffee. When we arrived, there was already quite a crowd, which included a bunch of people we knew. It became like a party (until we realized that we desperately needed to find a bathroom and nothing was open).
Part of me would like to return to situations like that until…I think about how this would work now. This definitely would be a problem when it comes to Duran shows. First, the band does not play in Madison, WI, or at least they haven’t since 1984. Therefore, I would have to travel a distance to wait in line for tickets. The closest city is Chicago, which is 2.5 hours away. Then, what the heck would Rhonda and I do for shows in cities neither one of us is near? Would we have to hire someone to get tickets for us??? After all, we have seen Duran play in many different cities. With a policy like this, we simply couldn’t do that. We would be out of luck and couldn’t go to as many shows. This, of course, would hurt the band. Second, this policy is such that all of the tickets are going on sale at the same time. Again, what the heck would we do? Rhonda could go to one ticket outlet and I could go to another. We would need other friends to go to other cities. This just simply wouldn’t be possible.
So, in thinking about this idea, while the intention is good, it would suck in practical terms. It would definitely limit who can attend shows to just people who are able to get to ticket outlets on that day, which probably means local people with flexible jobs. Then, it certainly wouldn’t encourage fans to go to multiple shows or to travel. Now, I don’t know much about the Nine Inch Nails fanbase. Maybe that would work for their fans. I just know that if Duran Duran would use something like this, many Duranies (like us) would lose our minds. I think with every other ticket buying policy, one must think through all of the possible ramifications before going for one over the other. This one is simply one that I wouldn’t want any favorite of mine to use.
Yesterday’s winner: What Happens Tomorrow
In which video does Nick look better: All You Need Is Now or Girl Panic?
The last couple of days have been filled with less than fun activities, thoughts, etc. During most school years, I’m anxious to finish, but this year, that feeling is more intense than most. There are a variety of reasons for that, including a tough group of kids, staff turnover and my own frustration with policy changes. I am tired of working all the time and need a break. There are projects that I want to work on but need more time to get to work on them. Despite my end-of-the-year focus on school/work, I cannot help but to think of the Katy Kafe that I wrote about yesterday. In that Kafe, John Taylor mentioned that the band is thinking about focusing on the summer of 2020 for 40th anniversary celebrations. I have a few things to say about that.
First, let’s talk about summer. What does that mean to John and to the rest of the band? He mentioned about how Simon joined in 1980, which is why they are thinking about the summer of 2020 to celebrate. That makes sense to me. The question I now have is a simple one. Simon joined the band in May of 1980 and the band played their first gig in July. Is the summer then May or July??? Technically, scientifically, summer starts in June. Thus, did John mean July of 2020 rather than May? I sure the heck hope so. Seriously.
While I constantly talk about changing careers, I don’t really know that it is going to happen as there is still a lot about teaching that I love. Even if I do find something that is as meaningful as teaching, I cannot imagine not focusing on the school year, at least to some extent. May is the worst time of year for me to do anything related to fandom. It is the end of the year. There is always a lot for me to do to finish up the school year. For example, the last couple of weeks have featured additional tasks to analyze how the year has gone for me, professionally, including what my students have learned. I couldn’t squeeze in anything else in. On top of that, my school district (and most I know) also have rules about taking time off in May. Districts figure that summer is around the corner so there is no need for a break in May. I get all of that. I did manage some time off in May of 2011 for fandom purposes. It was super hard to get done, though. I had to file lots of paperwork and get help from people in power to do so. I don’t ever want to do that again.
July is good for another reason. In July, my responsibilities are minimal. While summers usually mean developing curriculum, taking classes, etc., I get to decide what and when. If I know that there is a lot of Duran activity happening, I would plan everything else around that. I would also have the entire month to play, if I needed. I wouldn’t have to rush home, in order to get back to work. I could take the time needed to celebrate Duran and their anniversary properly. That would be great!
All that being said, I know that nothing is definite. John mentioned that they had been brainstorming different things and was uncertain about what will happen exactly. I get all that. Nonetheless, I know that I appreciate that John gave, at least, an idea of when they might have some cool stuff planned. This gives me time to save money. It also gives me something to look forward to. At this time of year, I need that even if it is two years in the future.